Wednesday, November 18, 2009
"Joy in Work", Mr Chong said...... n i agree....
Just switched off my brain for work~!From 9am til 2am.... WOohOOo~~ My eyes going to be crossed too... 17 hours~~!!Year-End Concert~! Here We Come~!My 'head' sure same as me.... No-day-no-night for these few months.... Heee...Well....... i don have much complaints or even grumblings.... I sense the joy in my work~!Challenging but fun~! There are loads of problems, but there will be solutions as well.....My 14ft covered truck for this sat has yet to be cfm.. but well... pray hard, tmr sourcing for more.....Today's Ms Chew's farewell tribute, quite a long one, a sentimental one........ Many held back their tears....... I did......... The closeness might not be that strong, but her being so receptive and having the trust in me to carry out my job without much supervision and leaving the pupils totally under my care even in Hong Kong and Genting Highlands. I respect and admire you for that~! Salute~! Thanks for giving mi all the opportunities that i might not get at some other places..... Luv u Ms Chew~!Stayed in school til 8plus tonight, had a short chat with a coll about current work status..... It's not easy yeah.... We can look relax and very cheery on the outside, but inside, we are juggling with many factors and time constraint is sometime that cant be controlled.... All in All, I'm happy with my current status and I felt the love ard me..... Wanna go bathe n slp liao.... Long day ahead...
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
U will definitely be MISSED~!
Today, my two colleagues left...
Well.... the punch of sadness didnt set in as much as expected....
Whole day seems fine til Farah gave me the card.... She said she will not give me anything as we will not have goodbyes, we will still meet n be in contact... but still... i received a card from her....
I disturbed her saying... Oh~~ SO it's real goodbye izzit? She said "No la~~ DON read NOW~! Read when u are home or when i'm not ard~! N don asked me anything abt the card~~~" She went off the room....
Din expect her to be ps also... Heeezz...
Had our last walk out to the main road.... it was a lil weird.... a lil awkward..... Then, abruptly, they hopped onto a cab which happened to be stationary at the traffic light junction. heee... they wanted to give me a ride but decided not to coz juz feel like walking.....
It was sudden and din really like bid proper farewell....
When i was in the bus, read the card.... Sentences narrating 2yrs of friendship, laughters, fun... Even if the message juz take up half a A5 size space, the thoughts and message truly touch my heart....I felt that someone who's bringing loads of joy and entertainment is really disappearing from my workplace le.....
The person who kept nagging at me, not to be late, not to worry about other ppl, trying to match-make me, gossiping abt latest news, walking out together, shopping together,creating birthday surprises together, helping one another to cover duty, making mi luff whenever i'm not in the mood, explaining to me how one will think n behave when we are in different status..... That person left.... well... not out of my life but definitely we'll meet MUCH MUCH MUCH lesser.... Use to see each other at least 42hours per week... In the future... I'm not sure if we can even meet 4hours a mth.....
I'm sure life aint gonna be the same without u at work~! The Loud n Daring Drama Mama is no longer here.... No one will disturb me le, No one to tempt me to snack le, No one to rush me home le, No one to ask me if the borders of the photoediting is alright....... A lot of 'No-mores'.......
But i supposed.... i'll be fine as next month, i'll be crazily busy.... I will probably be too packed to even think of lunch ba..... Loads of preparation for the concert & trip to be done~! It will be all the way til the day i leave....
I'm now afraid of my own farewell... I don think i'm so strong to hold it back....
I love my frenz there... No longer juz colleagues.....
Well... Farewell aint Goodbye... My belief....
Seeing Jacq & ECC is a good example ba.....
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I'm sad... I'm so easily emotionally triggered these days...
Chanced upon a video, a song, a story of a guy, who's no longer breathing with us in the same dimension... I do not know him but feel for him... A person who lived his life til the very sec of his life. The pain in him is greatest than whatever i can imagine, the spread of the harmful cells, the deterioration of his health, he continued on to do what he wants to do.... He left at a young age of 24. He's here from 1980 - 2004.01.06.......... 我感觉到，也了解他对自己不能继续的无奈。。。心灵和体力的挣扎。。。已经开始怀疑自己前进的能力。。。气，气自己吗？气，为什么会是我吗？并不是没力或要放弃。。。是没办法改变不能改变的。。。问自己。。只能等待结束的来临。。。是这样吗？A last post left by him:Final Ending我是朵未綻放的花兒 卻已經慢慢凋零我是顆未爆的煙火 還沒升天卻已濕了蕊心也許我是身染著重病 但我不曾放棄
只是如今 我發覺我已慢慢的流失 我自己
討厭人們說我勇敢 說我了不起
我覺得那不過是我的本性 這樣而已
不想讓人看見 我的痛苦我的哭泣
但在一次又一次的折磨之後 我已不再那麼堅定
你知不知道我有多麼的愛自己
看著自己的外表日漸變形 我有多麼的恐懼
我曾經自豪的 甚麼折磨都不怕的身體
現在是多麼殘破無力 你很難相信
或許是像他們說的 守護神慢慢離開了我的心靈
我將不再像從前那樣的勇敢 不管我經歷多少風雨
總想著好多事還未完成 我一定要撐下去
但不知不覺中 我竟然會在深夜裡偷偷啜泣
想著遺囑該怎麼立 還有多少事情要告訴你
最後才發現死去的是我的心靈 我的意志力
我不想要望著我的墓碑哀泣
不是我不盡多一點的努力
只是到最後你不能不相信
我只是個脆弱的孩子而已
我真的放不下的我的家庭
多想一輩子都讓他們開開心心
是我不爭氣 是我沒運氣 是我的報應
不管是甚麼 我好不甘心
壯志未酬身先死 這種話好令人生氣
我到底要怎麼做 才能存活下去
可惡 好像是喪家之犬哀嚎的聲音
我好氣自己 任憑那邪惡的腫瘤在我身體繼續繁衍下去
我只能夠等待著幸運 等待著奇蹟
我必須克制對自己的質疑 才有可能會更有契機
如今我還是在這裡 不知道會到甚麼時候 心跳的鐘擺才會停
我只是想要問你 願不願意
陪著我在這 痛苦的身體 煩躁的情緒 接近毀滅的心靈裡
隨著風兒隨著雲 繼續飄零
飄到那未知的地方去
等待那所謂的final ending…Source:
http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/kefca/post/1311927606
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Friday, October 23, 2009
LUV WaLKing~!
Donno wat's wrong with me.... I walked home from work for 3 consecutive days... Haha.... 3 different routes...... apprx 1 hr duration....Body natural reaction hinting for exercise time? Stop gym for too long liao man....Oh~! Guess wat~~ Bumped into Krystin at the reservoir one of the 3 evenings~! She was joggling blissfully with her Moses~~ Heee.... Sweet nei~~~Polymates shd meet up soon man....
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Thursday, October 08, 2009
Long time din blog..... Really long.....
My camera was dead... In march.... Sad...... Busy with work - yr end concert, publice concert, overseas trip...... n so on... Work is never ending... but i love my jobThough i love my job, i love my colleagues cum frenz, i love some of my gurls, I have decided to leave....For the pay i'm drawing now, it's gonna delay my enrolment for further studie...Spoken to my head, sad..... but i'm tendering my resignation tmr.... Last day shd be 18th Dec 09. Memories...... 2yrs 6mths.......... Decision to leave......... Bitter sweet.......... Supportive...........Well.....I'm too Aunt Agony i guessed.... Troubled ppl are attracted to me naturally....... I love to help but first thing first, u need to help yaself. Will someone hire me to juz talk? I don mind.... Deal for 2.5k.... heee.....My hp learnt a new trick from the dog -> Fake death...... It's dying on me soon.....- The End For Now -
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Monday, June 29, 2009
痞子英雄 (Black & White) - MUST WATCH~!
It has been a long time since i've posted anything.....Have been busy with work, what's more with the injection of H1N1? Heezzz.... Took a lot of pictures to be posted on blog but well... abit lazy n probably need more time..... Anyway, the real reason for me to do this post is......痞子英雄 (Black & White) is damn cool~! This is a taiwanese idol drama which quality is almost like top grade movie~! It is a story about police. However, it covers family, love, brotherhood and so on....... The storyline is so interesting, and exciting~! U might think "Oh~! I know la~! I know who is the undercover~!" or maybe "He must be the killer~!" ...... Well.... FOr this show, it presents me with much more surprises than what I expected~! The plot is so fine-tuned and designed to link up many cases/hints~! Well, I think the main focus point of this show is sharing and emphasing about Right & Wrong, black and white, the good and bad... When there is light, there is shadow...... U cant avoid...... 儅你覺得你是站在正義的那一邊，你邪惡的那一面會悄悄的出現。一個銅板有兩面，就有如我們-一面是我們的好，一面是我們的坏。影子會出現的原因是應為有光 。儅你在困惑該怎麽抉擇時，順著你的心吧。。。當然，也不能太不理智啦。。哈哈。。。怎麽說呢。。。這部戯一定要看~！裏面的演員都很正，很會演~！英雄（趙又廷），阿唐哥（唐囯忠）都超帥的~！每個演員都做得很好，即使有滿多新演員的說。。。打鬥的戲碼也蠻對味的~！棒~！Anyway, it's kinda enticing and exciting, so i was addicted to the show.. Damn Cool~! This is what i call 'man' man~ Anyway, if you understand chinese, watch it~! You will not regret man~!http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=059BB651A9B8DED4&page=1http://www.prajnaworks.com/BLACKandWHITE/index.htmlI LOVE~! Awaits the movie and similar great show~! Great actors, great angles, great lighting, great plot, great on set, great effects~!K la..... GOtta go bathe and sleep soon~~ Don wanna be late later~! O ya.. meeting Polymates after work at Blue Jazz. Y'dae met up with some old CAAS colleagues...... Fresh n fruitful catch up and also a farewell for Katja, she's going back to German for good~~Nites~!
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Monday, May 04, 2009
Fruitful weekend~!
It's 3am on a monday now.... Well, it's not a normal off day for me, coz of the (A)H1N1 flu recently, there's an urgent meeting for all staff in school as well as i did some reallocation of classes for the infirmary room, so have to be ard on this monday with the H1N1 flu still in action. My school is activating its pandemic protocol, thus, this week will probably be a busy week~! Anyway, I can offset another day, so gonna take fri off, so i'll have long weekend~! WooHoo~!Some updates... Juz now went dinner with Coll - V,F,S at Seoul garden... Turbo FUll man~!! Then met parents at the same mall to upgrade our singtel plan to a mio plan. Deal is alright... Abt 50 for 6Mbp broadband, New wireless modem, fixed line, and 15 movies mio channel... Ok la huh? Accompanied them for dinner and went home. Was watching youtube - 超级星光帮 hosted by 小S and 康勇哥. 超爆笑的~！Youtube is juz so full of interesting viedos~! Good thing to have you~!Youtube~!Oh... SO tired and busy these few days, on sat, was a busy day at work.... Left school at abt 1.30pm, rushed to SJI International for Assisi Hospice Charity Carnival. My agency supported the donation drive with 5 game stalls. I volunteered for one when my AZM came to ask for assistance. Well, it's for charity, i don mind. was given some coupons, so grab some food for my brunch and used up the rest of the coupons on 3 necklace. Abit anihow buy le, coz only have a few mins to go ard the big place~! It's a super worth it carnival/园游会~！While i was roaming ard, a lil boy approached me.Showing me his $1.50 and $1 coupons and asked,"Hi Auntie, do you have a few $1 coupons for exchange? I need 2 $1 coupons to buy the drink. I only have 1 $1 and a few $1.50"In my heart, OS-ing: AUNTIE?What AUNTIE?LOL!~!算了吧，小孩之不懂事..."Oh, Nevermind, u can take my $1. No need to exchange, I give you."Boy's mouth wide opened in unbelievable state"Oh~Really?! Erm.. Actually...I can....""No worries. You can have it."Boy's eyes still wide opened"Oh~ ok... ThAnk you so much~!"I walked off happy and sad......Happy is of course, i made the boy really happy by receiving that $1 coupon. Well, it may just be $1, but you know, the boy is touched... Children are simple and real unlike some teenagers and adults....Sad is becoz i'm addressed as 'AUNTIE'~! SOb~! Haha....Returned to my "Pirates Attack" game stall. Talked a while with Krystin before she left and start running my 'business'. Giving out a lot of prizes, making a lot of children smiling away, brighten their day~! Then, this familiar lil boy was in the queue, when he saw me, he exclaimed,"OH~! You are that kind lady just now~!" Thank Goodness he din say AUNTIE~! Coz other helpers are around ma.... If not, 'AUNTIE' me really cannot take it wor~! Ah Nia me, still got some smoky eyes make-up on nei~! Haha~! Well, it's still a compliment hearing what the little boy said. Cute la....But since he can say 'lady' at the stall, y din he say that when he first approached me nei? Kkk.... Shall stop bothering this.... Haha.... Be generous and forgo this.. Lol~!Helped AZM with the packed up and left at 6pm. Took cab home coz body too sticky and no energy liao, ate like only 2 fried dumplings the whole day.... Reached home, finished up the rest of the dumplings and kueh pie tee becoz going into concussion til this morning.....My camera is dead.... So.... I din take much pics... Upset....
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I want to blog.............
I really want to blog.....................But i'm juz so drained............. n sleepy...........Need to sleep soon~!So many Updates~! Await for me.. (^_^)
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Sunday, April 05, 2009
Rain, Updates, Singing, Thai Smile Cafe
Awaken by the thunder and the heavy rain... Ya... Bingo, rain in the morning? No.... I woke up at abt 1.30pm.. Lol~!
Heavy rain really.....
Corridor all wet...
I love this tree
Poor mom n dad still gotta go work...
Anyway, today is quite a slacking day... I'm happy....
Ok.. I starting typing this post since 5pm.. But was on the phone with rene, den was on msn chatting with 2 ppl who are overseas now.. Hee... Hwlng cousin and Qiu-san... Some updating to do for qiu since she's not here with us physically.. Hee...
Cant imagine... I'm stuck at this post til now... 9.10pm liao.... heezz.... K la....
Anyway these few days i got strong urge to post my long overdue photos and news on blog... so loads of resizing of photos to do... heez... n i'll be amending a lot of the dates man... Coz i'll still post the event photos as of the event dates... Heezz... I need to update my blog in order to store my memories for the future... heee....
Will continue to chat with Qiu. Then later, Rene will be picking me up to go sing K.... She's got the craving... Haa... Let see if i'm going to open my sealed mouth to sing.. Haha.... I cant sing man, fyi for those who donno.. I sux at singing n i'm suspecting if i'm tonedeaf.. LOL~!!
Will proabably go over to Thai Smile cafe at Jalal Telok later for late supper after K-ing... it's said to be 24hours... But when i called to reconfirm.. the answerer said it's til 5am... Heezz... the auntie on the call is so cute... asked me to speak in hokkien, she cant understand mandarin.. but i'm a teochew i told her, donno how to speak hokkien... then she said nvm... i can speak teochew, she can understand.. heezzz...., SO ya.. Quite funny.... the auntie sounds fun... Hope it's really open.... Am stunned still got thai cafe opened at that timing... Will update again..... Rene is coming in another 30mins.. gotta prepare.. Tata....
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
PAMPER 1 . 2 . 3
Pamper #1 : Nails get Dressed~!After work today... Rita gave me a ride to Bedok interchange. I went to my usual Nails salon to do my mani and pedi. This colour theme is not so my type.. This is to suit a fren's solemnisation/ROM... Heezz.... Manicure Art is ok. But Pedicure art is erm... invisible coz i gave her the wrong colour to play with.. Hai..... Well... First time i'm disappointed with their art... but it's not their fault.. It's my persistence...
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Pamper #2 : Hairstyle ReSet~!
After spending my 2 hours plus at the Nails salon, I popped over to the hair salon a few outlets away from the nails salon for a haircut and wash. They said they are charging at $20, which is damn fine man~! (#Tips: DO not wash your hair with freshly manicured nails. Give your nails a break for about 1.5days)
The shampooing and massaging - damn shiok~~!!! Then blowing dry for about 75%, the two auntie looking hairdressers start straightening my hair with the straightening hot flat irons... Woo Hoo... I see Smoke man~! But my hair damn straight lo~! Got the soft rebonding feel... Might try it one day. I din know they throw in the temporary straightening FOC. Wow...
Then the hairdresser cut my hair, skill is actually better than what i expected. happy~! They are having a promo: 30% off during weekdays. I might be heading there to do my dye~! My length is abt $85 (after 30% disc: $85 $59.50)! Worth la... But donno how's the quality... Will go down end Apr or early May.... Anyone wanna dye too? It'll be one of the monday... Quality not guaranteed hor.. heezzz..
My own colour...
Side (Shd have worn my black robe)
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SOooo ReFresh after the haircut, 心情好so headed to the library to pay LONG overdue fine of $0.60~! Heezzz... SInce 2007... I queued up at the Customer Service counter waited to be served but ppl in front really take a long time..... When it's my turn, I told the lady behind the counter,
"I'm here to pay a long overdue fine.."
"Oh Miss, next time, you may not need to queue up here to pay fine. You can do it over there at the kiosk machine."
"Oh~~! Really? Can do it there? Oh~ It has been a Long time since I'm here.. Well.. Oh.. I know now.. Thanks. By the way, where's the language book section?"
"2nd floor, On the right, to the end... Call number 400+"
Haha~! Quite embarrassed... 2 full years never stepped into the library... A lot of things improvised... A lot more machines and special rooms. I spent a good 45mins looking through some japanese language guides and some design books. Though I spent my quiet time alone in a 'getting-strange-to-me' place, I totally enjoyed my time there... N it's free... Probably a new hang out place for me... But too bad, I cant sip my piping hot mocha on the second floor... It goes juz well with the ambience and books.... Borrowed 4 books.. Quite heavy nei...
Wanted to get some cream roses to enhance the liveliness in my room, but mom called and said she's coming over to meet me for dinner at Bedok, so give the flowers a miss this time round.. Dont want to keep them in the car with the heat inside... They will over-bloom, then not so pretty liao.... Had dinner, drove to the swimming complex to check out on my cousins who are having their swimming lessons, then back home....
Fruitful day~! Love it~!
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My own colour...
Side (Shd have worn my black robe)
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